im lost...can someone find me?

Darkness

The wind is screaming as the sky is pouring

Cold night breeze bushes off my skin

As I listen to the deafening silence

I say hello to my former friend, the Darkness

-leehaeji

#brownoutpamore

Tinig ko ay dinggin

Tahimik...parang pipi ngunit 'ndi

Walang imik sa daloy ng dagat

Pag ang iba'y nagwika, laging kinikilala

At ang bawat salita'y tinitingala.

Ngunit sa aking mga salita't bigkas

Parang hanging, tahimik na umiihip lamang.

Sa isang pamahalaang Demokratiko

Lahat ay may karapatang mag wika,

Opiniyong dapat inirerespeto,

Mga boses at salitang iginagalang.

Ngunit ang katotohanang hindi maitatago,

Na ang lahat ay isang palabas lamang.

Di ba kami'y karesperespeto, di kami pinakikingan?

O kaya'y karapat dapat, di kami kinakailanga?

Ginagawa ko, namin, ang lahat upang makibagay

Mapansin at tanggapin

Ngunit talagang wala, ayaw nyo sa'min.

Pati na kapitbahay o kasamabahay, walang nakikinig

Kapatid ko'y walang paki

Mga magulang ay manhid

Sa aking kamag-anak, basura lang ang tingin sa'kin.

Pati kaibigan ko'y away na sa 'kin

Kaklase, kamag-aral lumayo na rin,

Pinakamamahal ko'y lumalayo na rin

Na kahit isang tinggin, ay di ko na maangkin.

Tulo ng luha'y di ko na maawat

Silakbo ng damdamin'y di na din mapigilan

Damdamin nasaktan na parang salamin na basag

At magpakailan man ay di na maisasaayos.

Ano ba ang dahilan ng aking paghihirap?

Sino ang may sala sa lahat ng kamalasan?

Nagdaya o nang-away, di ko naman ginagawa,

Parusa ba ito o pagsubok ng tadhana?

Tao din ako, may puso't pandama,

Di na kinakailangan i-ngudngod sa maduming putikan,

Akin lamang munting hiling sa laking unting akda

Sana'y ako ay dinggin, tinig ko't mithiin...

copyright by leehaeeji

"ang mundo ay isang malaking Quiapo, maraming snatcher. Maaagawan ka, kaya lumaban ka!”

Eto un isa sa mga favorite line ko na nakuha sa "NO OTHER WOMAN" na pinanood ko together with my officemate..never expected that i would love the movie..i mean i love movie genre like adventure, sci-fi, epic/myth, imagination and comedy but "Romance" for me is just blah blah blah but this movie is different. Not only did the story dramatize the "wife-mistress" scenario, the lines are "pambato and palaban"...also the acting is at top, two thumbs up! I really believe that the story is real (maybe it is a true to life story, we on''t know) especially the scene in the pool where Kara (Anne Curtis) confronted Charmaine (Cristine Reyes) and admits her affair with Ram (Derek Ramsay), after the following scenes are top-notched drama scenes between the three..it was really a tear jerker...OMG! If i will rank the movie 1 to 10 and 10 is the highest, i'll give it 9 kasi ganoon sya kaganda! It had everything: real life situations. drama, suspense and PASSION...

After the movie I ask myself, whose to blame to the mistake the RAM committed??

Is it the BORING and PATHETIC housewife

The SNAKE, BITCH or OTHER WOMAN

Or the HUSBAND who is trying so hard not be like his father but ended up one...

HMMMMMMMMM...

Anyway, just enjoy the lines of the movie that is copy from the internet we don't know maybe magamit pa natin sya sa in the near future ;)

"Ang mundo ay isang malaking Quaipo, maraming snatcher maagawan ka, lumaban ka!"

"Panahon na para  i-pack mo na yang Lucy Torres mo, ilabas no na diyan si Gretchen Barretto. Anak ako na bahala sa red stiletto mo!"

"Anong mahirap kalaban, ung putang mayaman o ung putang mahirap?

Pare pareho lang yun. Ang pinagkaiba lang, ung putang mayaman original ang Hermes, ung mahirap binili lang sa Greenhills."

"No pressure! Kiss me and don't you dare fall in love with me."

"We're just two consenting adults  having fun, there's no emotional attachment."

"Having fun? Ngayon yes Fun! Pero paano pag iniwan ka na niya? Paano pag pinili na niya ang asawa niya? Paano pag na skandalo na ang pamilya? Fun pa rin ba?

"Kara, this is my wife Charmaine." "Your WIFE"

"Why don't you have  dinner with us tonight, pa thank you ko na rin dahil kinuha mo ang asawa ko." "I'm sorry?!" "Bilang supplier ng furniture para sa resort niyo" 


"Sayang kabago bago, inaanay na." "Anything i can do to help you?" "Naku huwag na, mamaya makita mo na nilalagyan ko ang pagkain mo ng lasom." "What?!" "Joke lang. Pasensya ka na medyo OFF ang humor ko lately."


"Mababaliw siguro ako kung malaman kong may babae siya. Baka mapatay ko ung kabit...silang dalawa actually."


"Anong gagawin niyo if the only man that you love is unfortunately married! I'm not gonna give up Ram without putting up a god damn fight!"


"Ang bababoy nyo, para nyo na din akong binaboy. Hindi ako to, pero ginagawa ko para sayo."


"Gagawin ko ang lahat huwag mo lang akong iiwan"




"You can call me anything you waant: a snake,  a bitch or other woman. But i will never be a pathetic, boring housewife."


"Bikini no ba iyan o balat mo?"


"I don't need to read your research report. I know the market because I AM THE MARKET"


"I'm not a mistress. I never was and I never will be one."


"Alam mo kasi ang marriage parang exclusive village. Kailangan mong bantayan para hindi makapasok ang mga  squatters."


"The way to a man's heart is through his stomach. Pero sa ganda mong iyan, siguradong marami kang alam na shortcuts."


"Ganyan talaga kapag galing sa makating dikya, NAGMAMARKA."


"Meron ba ditong paparty si barney na hindi ko alam?"


"Paano mo naman malalaman na masarap pala pag di mo titikman? Kahit alam mong bawal, labanan mo cos' eventually your body will just get use to it."


"Kapag ang lalaki maya't maya nagpapalit ng babae, Ok lang yun! Basta sayo lang umuuwi. Pero pag ang lalaki may suki nang kabit, dun ka na lumaban!"

Next Movie

"No Other Becky"

Coming in cinema

Soon 

AWAAARD!

it was noon yesterday, and i could not sleep because i just found out that showing na pala ng "Zombadings 1: patyin sa syokot si remington"...i was planning to watch it today but hindi talaga ako mapakali so i decided to took a leap and watch the movie...i even tried inviting people but no one came to watch the movie with me...hmm it was sad but i had to be independent so i entered the theater alone..

Maguumpisa pa lang ung movie.."Sakto!" sabi ko..i then climb the stairs expecting to see a full house but when reach the top box hmm walang katao tao..only selected sits are occupied, inisip ko nalang more sits, better view more fun hehe..

After i picked my sit at the middle of the theater, the movie started where the young remington walking on the street with his mom and would tease "ay bakla, bakla, bakla!"..gays then would react saying "pagsabihan mu nga ang anak mu"..haha sabi ko talaga palang ayaw ng mga baklang tinatawag na bakla in public..young remington continued until he met rod paulate in the cemetery and there young remington was cursed to be a gay when he grows up..then the story jump 15 years later..where the curse started to take effect!

well don't want to be a spoiler, so hanggang dun nalang muna..i'll let you guys tell the rest of the story..but for me the story is AMAZING..not only does the cast are GREAT and i mean GREAT ACTING GUYS! TWO THUMBS UP! some scene might me over exaggerated but over all it the cast are great... ALSO the mood of the story makes me laugh and giggle at my sits..especially the gay lingo ni mart escudero (remington) sobrang maihi ako sa kakatawa..hahahaha *sigh

BUT the MOST IMPORTANT that really touches my heart are the LESSONS that the story wanted to preach...the STRONG, HEARTWARMING DIALOGUES really are tear jerkers but in reality are TRUE and HAPPENING today..

its a shame that one selected people would decide to watch the movie but if I would be be asked I WOULD SURELY PROMOTE the movie..it really is a great movie with lot of comedy, romance, thriller and most importantly lessons to be learned..

To the writers of Zombading 1: patayin sa syokot si remington, you really out done yourselves this time...

KUDOS GUYS!!!
KUDOS to MR JAKE REYES, RAYMOND LEE AND MICHIKO YAMAMOTO!

and sa mga hindi pa nakakapanood ng movie..YOU SHOULD WATCH IT! AND LEARN THE LESSONS THE MOVIE WOULD LIKE TO TELL US..

or else baka maisumpa din kayo bwahahahaha (*deep satanic laugh)

~AWAAARD!

:)

what to write..

It has been a while since i last opened up this account and i'm a little bit surprise on the improvements of technology. I was prompted to create a profile for Google account which I immediately do thinking it is just as simple as "A B C"...however what caught my attention today is when i'm answering the questions intended for the web page - "the introduction"

I mean it's hard for me to type in words that will somehow attach people to visit my page. It took me nearly 15 minutes before i could decide to skip the formal introduction and just copy-paste a poem that i personally made...

Funny isn't it, how we could easily describe a friend, family or even a lover in just a second but when it comes to describing one's self the difficulty suddenly reached the roof....

*sigh

Such irony in life don't you think.. :)

reminiscing the past~the time when we are still together

it has been more than a year now..

 i can see that you are doing good in the pictures you posted on facebook and im happy for you..however for me, i still stuck in that situation were i should move on but something is holding me back..i dont know if i am fixated or just denying the truth that we have nothing between us and its all in my mind..anyway i am really happy for you and hoping that someday when our paths will cross and we are both happy and move on..

anyway just wanted to make a log on this blog :D hehe

next log..another poem..